dreaming_a_dream

my crush

i knew my crush,when my classmates,also his relatives,tell me bout him.one day,while im sleeping,there’s a message from an unknown number.i dont know who’s the sender is,so i started to ask my friends.and yes,my classmate says,’it’s him’. that was a year ago.this is a short story on how i knw him,but i dont even know,how he knw me.

today: he’s a final year student ,busy with his FYP thingy.he’ll graduate soon.at the end of this year. it does hurt inside. when he’s back to his hometown,i wont be able to see him anymore. there’s one more chance left. it’s on 14th June. we’re taking the same class for  1 elective subject,so we’re going to attend the same paper at the same time. and guess what..i dont even say hi because im a coward.because i knew, if i did,he’ll ignore me. so,when my friend told me to just tell him how i feel,i choose to stay silent and share it here. :( but,when we love someone,we cant expect them to love us back,right ? even we really want to spend the rest of our life with them. for me, i just put my trust in God.if we’re meant to be,yes,we will be, if we’re not,maybe there’s someone better waiting in the future for each one of us. :)